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merryminhyuk:

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23 years ago, the most important man in my life was born.. my quote Prince Charming endquote had graced this earth. Little did I know how much of an impact this man would end up having on me.

His smile alone has helped me get through some of the most difficult periods in my life so far, for that I’m forever grateful. He inspires me to become a better person and to always treat people the way I want to be treated. Even if they’re rude, even if they spread negativity.. you know why? He taught me that even if somebody is cold hearted, you should show them how they should treat others and show them how they should be treated. He always puts everyone before himself and apologizes for things he shouldn’t even apologize for. He writes essays explaining himself to fans when he doesn’t need to do that at all. He’s such a selfless, caring, talented, beautiful human being. The thing I love most about him, however, is how dedicated and passionate he is. He never gives up on anything he does and always tries his best. Giving up is never an option for him. Everything he faces, he makes sure he passes and overcomes it. No matter what he’s going through or how down he’s feeling, he always continues to try his best. He can get upset, he can get angry, but at the end of the day he has a smile on his face and lifts his own spirits up to finish the job. To say that I love him would be an understatement in itself. I can’t explain how I feel for him or how much he means to me in just words.. as there are not enough words in the English, or Korean language that could ever fully describe how crucial he is to my life and how much I love him.

He’s done much more than just make me smile here and there. He’s helped me through my depression, he’s helped me stop self harming, he’s helped me make it through nights where I didn’t think i could make it, he helped me not end up taking those few extra sleeping pills. He helped me want to wake up on days where I didn’t even want to breathe. He’s helped me believe in myself and he’s helped me give this world a second chance. He’s helped me give myself a second chance. Nights where I felt like I couldn’t do it, nights where I felt as if my entire world was crumbling down around me.. he lifted my spirits during those nights. He made it possible for me to believe I could make it through the day, make it passed the night. He’s saved my life and I’m absolutely not afraid to say that. He’s done so much for me and he doesn’t even know half of it.. and most likely, he never will. I will forever be thankful for him giving me the ability to smile at the end of the day, and giving me the ability to believe things will get better. Because of him, I always look forward to tomorrow.

I always thought I would never be able to make him see how much I love and care about him, but that did happen. And when that did, what did he say? Well he could have said just “Thank you” or “That’s nice” but what does he say? “I’ll work harder”. Those three words, as brief as they were, they meant the entire world to me and changed my life forever. The reason, the inspiration behind why I always try my best and work hard told me that he would do the same for me. He didn’t need to even reply to me but he did. I cried and I cried for a few months weeks straight, but those tears were only the outcome of happiness. All I’ve ever wanted to do was that, to make sure he knew how much I love him and how much he means to me. Or at least, a portion of that. To think those nights of never getting sleep, those nights of practicing my hangul, those nights of just lying in my bed waiting for my phone to ring paid off.. it all ended up being worth it. Never did I expect though, for things to end up like that. Even though I’ve already accomplished somewhat of what I’ve been setting out to do, I’ll always continue to love and support him no matter what. I’ll still try my hardest to let him know he’s the most special man in the world and that I love him more than the word love itself could even begin to explain. If I were to be asked to describe myself in one phrase it would be “thankful for Lee Minhyuk”. He is my favorite everything, every single thing about him is so special and dear to me. His smile is my favorite, his eyes are my favorite, his lips are my favorite, his name is my favorite word. His face is my favorite face. His voice is my favorite voice..

Lee Minhyuk, thank you for existing and I hope you have a great birthday wherever you are. I love you beyond belief and hope, just hope, that something makes you happy today.. and you remain happy for the rest of your entire life. You don’t ever deserve to be sad. Such a special man, such a beautiful man like you should always be happy and always should show your beautiful smile. You deserve the entire world and more. If I could, I would steal every star in the sky, every planet in the universe, and every diamond and dollar to ever exist and give it to you. Only because, I would give you my all and everything else that’s left in the world if I could. You already have my heart, so I can’t say I can give that to you  I would say you could have my mind but you’re always on it anyways. To simply put it, I love you. To simply put it, I appreciate your existence so much.

SO MUCH GREASE MONICASO CUTEMinhyuk
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